Stay the Course

Tomorrow's the day that I start a new chapter in cancerville with a new doctor and new facility. I'm on the fence as to how I should feel about this. When I made my move to the east coast, I was confident; when I took my job, I was confident; and when I whittled down my choices for care the first time, I was confident. When I made my choice to transfer care and make appointments at Hopkins, I was confident. Yet now as the actual appointment creeps up on me, I'm not sure I'm as confident. Change can be good and change can bring about new experience. However, this is a life choice, and I just want to make sure it's the right one. I know that when I do things, I usually do them with a vengeance and not very often look back. Maybe I just need a pep talk the night before, and as the famous words go, "stay the course".